Wyddo Mortis

January 22nd, 2007

Angry vent poem...

1/22/07 03:14 am

Roses are red
Violets are blue
You suck
And this is for you

You’ll lose all your hair
And step on your glasses
Trip over your dog
And be late for your classes

You’ll get bit by a duck
And hit by a truck
You’ll turn funny colors
And I wont give a fuck

I’m quite pissed
More than you know
So I’m here
To put on a show

I wont be long
But I’ll be loud
I’ll cuss you out
Thus, making me proud

You don’t care?
Well neither do I
So shutting your mouth
Would be wise

Current Mood: Hurt

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January 16th, 2007

AW! LOLZ

1/16/07 07:50 am

I'm at school and it is now 7:51 AM. I'm the only student here at this time aside from my teacher who is writing assignments on the board.

The bus brought me to school extra early. I told them 9 to 11. I get brought here at 7:30... 'Aint anywhere on my schedule said anything about any 7:30, but ah well. I may as well.

LOLZ. I sign in the school computer and I get 9 errors.

something about some kind of host thingy failing to connect. School computers are always sposed to be safeguarded against viruses.

All I wanna do is talk to Greggy.Well, that and sleep. I've had little to no sleep in the past 24 hours. Yesterday I worked a doubble and coming back in today after school. I am off tomorrow though.

Current Mood: exhausted

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November 9th, 2006

Death is to funeral as Birth is to celebration

11/9/06 03:23 pm

I find myself crying at times when I really shouldn't. I'm always RPing and pretending to live in a different world because I hate my own. Thats why when the Sims worked on my computer, I was always enthralled in that. Greg said I seemed happier with the Sims. He even got a bit jealous of the game. When I formatted my computer, Sims wont work. My video card apparently isnt compatible so the computer always says "This application has crashed and will now terminate" and it shuts off my game so I need to buy a newer, much better 3D gaming card.

I shouldn't be depressed though. I should be happy. I'm finally moving out this May, I'm going to get a job sometime soon, and I graduate college soon. Whats there to be depressed about? My life doesn't TOTALLY suck aside from where I currently live. But I don't know why I get so depressed and I don't know why I often feel like I'm alone in this world.

I'm not happy with the way I look so I haven't been wanting much food lately. Either that or I get sick from stress and my food comes back with a vengence...

and I don't think he understands me well. I am trying my best to understand him and to be patient with him to try to teach him something. I'm buying him an expensive gaming system and POSSIBLY (unless he finds the one he has now) buy him another engagement ring cause he lost his >_>++

Sure, I may want things too, but asking him to see me, saying all I want for christmas was to go back up to NY when he goes so I can actually be with him instead of being alone this christmas, and wanting to talk to him only means I want to BE with him and he doesn't understand...

He doesn't understand that my love for him is much like that a dog has for it's owner...you can kick the shit out of a dog and it would still love you... (Don't kick dogs >_> thats abuse)

but I'm trying to understand him. The things he goes through, I ask him about because I worry about him. I try to stay supportive and help him when I see he needs it.

Current Mood: depressed

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October 25th, 2006

Wow, LONG update needed O.o;;

10/25/06 02:21 pm

Yup, I'ts been quite a while since I've seen my LJ ^^;

O_o I haven't given up on it though, I've just been a bit busy lately. The latest happening with me is that I plan on moving out this summer. I'm breeding Kirby sometime in February or march. I'm going to take the money instead of a puppy. I figure, I could put forth that money with my saved pell checks to help with rent while I look for a job.

Though, I may breed Kirby more than just that once. More I breed him, more money I can also pull in and he'd help out monetarily too XD Yay, doggy would have a job being a pimp doggy XD

Owner would have a job somewhere at a place who hires me (I'm not picky, a job is a job) Hell, I've wanted one for 3 years now, but due to lack of driving, my mom never took me out looking for a job, so I never had a chance to get one and living so far out, I only have like 3 store near me and NONE of them are hiring x_x

I will save up my pell checks so I can help pay rent while I look for a job.

My mom said I should talk with my grandfather about borrowing his big truck/van to move my furniture in and maybe I can get him to help Hillary with her large furniture to help save her dad money instead of him having to rent one since my grandfather OWNS a big truck/van that is used to move big things. He let us use it when we moved to the boonies.